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<3 ZOE. 10:19 PM

rawr again. i wanted to type in chinese.
but everytime i click on the control panel it hanged.
rawrr it means i'll have to do my project work tomorrow.
chinese.. rawrr.

a new motivation for me to do well in my acadamic area.
that is the not-so-much interested new buzz in our school.
i'm quite interested for the big swing. the 52 feet high swing.
studying pychology might be good either.

during dance, ryan showed us a book on posing.
there's this 4 page with many crazy pose, still but with life.
although it's from the book still it portrays life.
ryan said we should smile and sing the national anthem so we would have more life.
yet he said he knows we do not sing. hah.
sean went into the Plab by accident today. hah.

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<3 ZOE. 10:03 PM

rawr again. i wanted to type in chinese.
but everytime i click on the control panel it hanged.
rawrr it means i'll have to do my project work tomorrow.
chinese.. rawrr.

a new motivation for me to do well in my acadamic area.
that is the not-so-much interested new buzz in our school.
i'm quite interested for the big swing. the 52 feet high swing.
studying pychology might be good either.

during dance, ryan showed us a book on posing.
there's this 4 page with many crazy pose, still but with life.
although it's from the book still it portrays life.
ryan said we should smile and sing the national anthem so we would have more life.
yet he said he knows we do not sing. hah.
sean went into the Plab by accident today. hah.

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<3 ZOE. 10:03 PM

Bad start for a new term i guess.
I forgot to bring amaths tb (oh wait i lost it.), olvls 10 years series, social studies.
Thanks Shixun for lending me the social studies tb anyway.
After rushing through the social studies test for 25 mins which was suppose to be the deadline.
He annouced another 30 mins and i totally slumped.
We did seal carving for chinese and Mr yellow keep stressing that whatever we are carving, we are carving on burma red jade. so we should carve with what we want in mind.
Many people got shaved off during haircheck. -.-

OHh and Crystal slapped me be accident. it was intended to be a tap. like?

and i don't need to have one bloody whiney sec 2 whether YOU like it or not. It's mine comment and mine to hear. who gives a bloody care whether she heard it or not. Feelings or to save your face, i never.

after waiting, mugging, doodling, slacking in macdonalds for ages, we finally left at 9.10 thinking wenkai was either still having bs or he had forgotten we were in mac. Mel did her chinese while i dicdate what to write.

Rawr i'm still pissed off by many things.

By what Ms chan said.
I never ever once danced for the school. I danced for passion, for people and for myself, never once the school. Nope not even for the so called glory. If that sentence was supposed to encourage us even more, i rather not. Still like what merilyn said, she said it as a stand of a teacher, but in the case of a dancer, of course we would dance for ourselves.

By of course the bloody sec2.
that ms whiney.


By proscratination.
If this persist any longer, I would have to drop amaths.
RAWRR.

By what he had said.
Yes we are not an elitist. We are not as experience but still from your point of an elitist, it is not passable. But from our point of view, as long as we have the experience from this preliminary round, we can do better. I hate your point of view as an elitist, because in this elitist world, only professionals last. If perfectionist is a normal common feeling, everyone would be perfect but this is the world where perfection exist not. If this is what you think, why contradicting what you said at first. That was when you said experience is all it matters. Still you inspired me to do well in english as much as i can do well in chinese. (:


I'M STILL CONTRADICTING MYSELF, MY HEART AGAINST MY MIND.

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<3 ZOE. 9:56 PM

RAWRR.
after all the stupid 2359 deadlines.
there was no heymaths assignment.
i finished maths, english left summary.
chinese and amaths undone, social studies test unstudied.

spelling bee was horrendous.
i only know 1-12. from 13 onwards,
i stared blankly.

toot.

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<3 ZOE. 10:43 PM

RAWRR i'm tired.
yet much inspired by dr phil pringle's artwork.
i must say 'the gospel of john' was quite a nice one.
somehow his pictures were all so awesome although he did not paint them in detail, just in shapes and the contours, yet i could tell what he was painting. awesome. and it leads me to think for the shoe design. inspired.
my god! he can be the next picasso.

for debate, we got in. like ohmy udon!
thank god sooo much we got in.
omgosh. so much.

finish glancing through the spelling bee list.
hopefully phonics help. tml.
at least abit. or whatsoever.
they were saying at least i wouldn't go blank because of writing.
yaya hopefully.

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<3 ZOE. 12:41 AM

All Good Things (Come To An End) lyrics

Honestly what will become of me don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

[Chorus]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

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<3 ZOE. 12:23 AM

Oh wow. i'm at loss for words.
the moment i stood up, my mind went blank.
afterall, as said, it was a good experience.
if i should ever go again, i'll make sure i do better.
eh not make sure. I'M VERY SURE.

Lecture Theatre for dance?! Who in the right mind would think of that.
The space we could ever squeeze out from the LT is the stage which is barely enough for 18 people. What else could be worse. They installed a snack vending machine in the canteen this morning. and i wonder..

how long will it take to spoil the machine. 30 mins and its done.

Walking more than three streets away just to find one bloody atm in three inch high heels was my greatest achievement today. i feel.

Well Lionel went for campus superstar audition today and guess what? HE ACTUALLY GOT IN! the mr-i'l-sing-for-you-someday-lionel actually got in! He sang Ai Shang Wei Lai De Ni by Wilber Pan. Well he did not do the class cheer though although he was asked to. He said he was paiseh. Comm'on paiseh?! OH MY UDON. Lionel if you are reading this, Remember to do class cheer in from of the teevee. We'll be watching you from the black box. well in my case. Yet the sad thing was no one went to support him except qiao yi. so much for class spirit.

After not blogging for a few days, i seem to proscratinate already. homeworks undone, spelling bee halfway learnt. yet somehow taiwanese drama marathon like tokyo juliet and hana kimi seems much more easier then the homework marathon. It's always like this. RAWRR.

Well the song on this blog will be change soon. Like many people are having this song on their blog and its weird and irritating to go everywhere on the internet and hear this song. yet it's still one of the nicest chinese songs around other than tokyo juliet's soundtracks. well a plead to all who have tokyo juliet's sound tracks. send all to me please and thank you. It's also time to brush up my english and to buck up for sa1 already. i've yet to do my social studies and chinese project. well well. chinese. who cares since the teachers doesn't.

all good things come to an end.

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<3 ZOE. 11:18 PM

Oh wow. i'm at loss for words.
the moment i stood up, my mind went blank.
afterall, as said, it was a good experience.
if i should ever go again, i'll make sure i do better.
eh not make sure. I'M VERY SURE.

Lecture Theatre for dance?! Who in the right mind would think of that.
The space we could ever squeeze out from the LT is the stage which is barely enough for 18 people. What else could be worse. They installed a snack vending machine in the canteen this morning. and i wonder..

how long will it take to spoil the machine. 30 mins and its done.

Walking more than three streets away just to find one bloody atm in three inch high heels was my greatest achievement today. i feel.

Well Lionel went for campus superstar audition today and guess what? HE ACTUALLY GOT IN! the mr-i'l-sing-for-you-someday-lionel actually got in! He sang Ai Shang Wei Lai De Ni by Wilber Pan. Well he did not do the class cheer though although he was asked to. He said he was paiseh. Comm'on paiseh?! OH MY UDON. Lionel if you are reading this, Remember to do class cheer in from of the teevee. We'll be watching you from the black box. well in my case. Yet the sad thing was no one went to support him except qiao yi. so much for class spirit.

After not blogging for a few days, i seem to proscratinate already. homeworks undone, spelling bee halfway learnt. yet somehow taiwanese drama marathon like tokyo juliet and hana kimi seems much more easier then the homework marathon. It's always like this. RAWRR.

Well the song on this blog will be change soon. Like many people are having this song on their blog and its weird and irritating to go everywhere on the internet and hear this song. yet it's still one of the nicest chinese songs around other than tokyo juliet's soundtracks. well a plead to all who have tokyo juliet's sound tracks. send all to me please and thank you. It's also time to brush up my english and to buck up for sa1 already. i've yet to do my social studies and chinese project. well well. chinese. who cares since the teachers doesn't.

all good things come to an end.

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<3 ZOE. 11:18 PM

To Crystal: nahhhhh your post is still not long yet. NAHHH. OH MY UDON YOU BROKE MY HEART.

Thank you ryan, forever when i want to give up, forever your words came, so refreshing again. You telling us about your cj dance president makes me think alot. Yes what happens tomorrow, we won't know today. If everybody knows how to cherish what they have today, there wouldn't be regrets. If everybody cherish every single movement they can do when they are still able-bodied. at least when we are old next time, paralysed, we still can say i danced, experienced and love it. When we regret, we may not always have to chance to fight for what we believe we could do. yet waiting till you regret, the moment to cherish is gone. Cherish. This word, how many people actually know how to use it. yet if everybody knows how to use it, are we all given a chance to cherish and be cherished? do we even deserve it?


God look beyond our image to look at our needs. He look at our sins to undersatnd that what we did comes witha reason.- sy rogers.

I never learnt to live the past that never happens, I'm living life beyond it.- sy rogers.

Somehow i seriously cannot get any tears out of my eyes. i'm fine but still i need the chance to released everything i've bottled up since ages. yet it's saddening to know, tears that roll down, rolled down for reasons.

I don't want to think much, I don't want to lose focus six weeks before the competition. Yet now, all things ran over me, all in one shot.

i already can see what my future holds. though it is not what i wished.

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<3 ZOE. 9:35 PM

i'm back to blogging 764260741579642152257008632479 mins after friday.
well i'm burnt now. burnt.
nick just sent me a stack of notes for debating.
214 PAGES IN TOTAL.

I WAS ON THE TOKYO JULIET (东方茱丽叶) MARATHON SINCE YESTERDAY.

whee. a sense of achievement. i've been on it since yesterday 12pm to this morning 6.45 am and i wasn't sleeping in anytime between. so i woke up at 2pm today. and now the night seem so early.

the stort line was abit like meteor garden but it is better than meteor garden. especially the ending. although its cruel at first but it's sweet in the end. It's a show about fashion designing and it features WU ZUN AND ARIEL LIN. OMGOSH, in one of the episode, episode 15, wu zun sneak into a poolside party in girl's fake hair and he look so 'niang'.

This show taught me alot of things like we should think out of the box and of course, rules can be bent. In the finale, Sui held her fashion show in the middle of ximending, and the models don't parade, they danced in their costumes, models used were all sorts of people you can find anywhere, in yoga centres, in the streets as beggars, we do not have to be perfect to obtain something of standard.

also, in competitions, we should not be thinking of winning, we should be using our feel because our emotions are what make things so beautiful. nobody likes a monotoneous piece of art, or rather fashion.

Somehow in the show, all girls, (sui and gan li sha) that falls for liang (chun) all kept long hair because he likes girls with long hair, super toot. Gan li sha looks so scary with her long hair, she scare me while i watching watching in 3am in the night.

The nicest thing Liang ever did in the show was to design his first female wear for Sui and to design a wedding gown for her, called sui after her. Like meteor garden, many break ups, many jealousy, many obstacles but it was better. Yes the show also have many climax and esther got rather tight lipped when we asked her for the details.

for debate, we are call B.A.N (bryan. anzoe. nick)
nick said it sounds cheezy.
and wow the 214 pages guide.

i learnt a new word from irsyad during the class conversation. it is ' fuch'
a substitute for 'f***' and the conference within sean, gibson, matthew, rachel, crystal and me was so quiet once again but better then the silence during our previous conference within sean, matthew, rachel and me. matthew was playing all the oldies. he played marilyn monroe. haaas

ITS PEBBLE AND THE BAM BAM!


for what you have asked me, you have to evaluate you for yourself to know the answer.

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<3 ZOE. 10:43 PM

suddenly, everything just burdened up and if only everything can just be neglected. that would be good but everything don't go the way we want it. I want to turn on my tear ducts but it seems nothing can flow out. I want to scream my lungs out but it seems that there's no voice.
Everything i wanted to do, i have no means, everything that i see,hear or know, i want to forget yet i have no means.

If crying can help, i want to. If laughing like mad, thinking everything's all right, i want to.
anything and everything that can get my mind off that particular stuff, i will even if it means keeping myself occupied 24/7, i'm willing.

Particularly, i told no one, no not even stone (sorry). i want to maintain a strong image infront of you. not that i want to neglect the fact that every single one have one of their pits time and it sucks. the fact is we are both trying very hard to maintain our strong image. yes, stone you know we are trying hard for our good friends and for one another. and also we both know we got many things deep down in our hearts where we did not tell one another. And also if i tell the other side, what i can get is solution after solutions which I BLOODY DON'T NEED IT.
It's tiring when you faced something and when you share, you only get back naggings after naggings or lectures that they make sure it will convict you out of your heart. What i need was someone like stone, to be there to listen to me, thank you stone. Seriously, being with stone and the rest like serene gives me no pressure. we don't have to be complicated and watch our sentences. Like the situation when people correct one another of their phrasing or whatever, i don't feel like talking much. have a taste of your own medicines. We need to check ourselves, are we too complicated? or are we making things too complicated.
If being with you all allows me to be complicated, i rather not be. it's tiring, since last year.

hmm just give me a break, really, a break..

Result slips were released today, position 11/40
class position 59/245
considering amaths was passed by a mark and english was failed.
the whole result wasn't that good after all.
but still there is sa and so on. we can still buck up.
hmm.


每个人必有我们自己的守护天使 .

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<3 ZOE. 8:26 PM

back to blogging, quick one though, i'm falling like fast asleep even though its like sitting upright.
so the clique have a change of names, well to the names of rock,

sammie= stone ( she loves to stone)
crystal= rock ( married somemore)
serene= meteorite
huimin= marble
anzoe= pebble.

haha well, we're laming la.

well for emerge, i took up a new competition, make up with nixi!
yup and she gave me the ooo i didn't know you can do it face.
well who cares, anyway life's been great and good. life's so much wonderful!

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<3 ZOE. 10:09 PM

No bs today, we went for movie instead.
caught just follow law. it's a very nice movie and somehow whenever i watch jack neo's films, i would always be sitting near the aisle. the movie was film in church office, mainly and seriously lah, like dunno whoever said, i would seriously pay again for fann wong to say nb lols. The ending was desirable, i mean it was like kind of expected kind of thing.

got back english today, i failed by half mark, and i'm not happy about it.


burned out, stressed out, i'm exhausted.

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<3 ZOE. 11:19 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAT POG.

I almost got myself killed in Causeway point's carpark, the whole design of the stupid carpark was stupid and retarded. i kept screaming because we almost keep banging into another car at the end of the sharp corner turn.

and who can tell me how to study for social studies. i'm not prepared at all.

hmmm let see. 2e3 shall declare war, very soon. (:

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<3 ZOE. 10:01 PM

Talking to irsyad was comforting, well for him and for me.
we both are still abit high on camp mood, singing :

there was a stream
it's a tiny stream
and the stream was on its wayyyy
and the moon shines high in the clear blur sky
and all was bright and gayyy.

and well chat with him abit, like about an hour.

[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (:
hope that brighten your day

emptiness has darken my eyes,as i hopelessly beg for my life to end,tell me why-ALESANA
you mean night

emptiness has darken my eyes,as i hopelessly beg for my life to end,tell me why-ALESANA
the moon brightens the night

[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (:
haha

[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (:
then i'll be then moon then

[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (:
haha

emptiness has darken my eyes,as i hopelessly beg for my life to end,tell me why-ALESANA
and the moon shines high in the clear blue sky...

[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (:
and.....

emptiness has darken my eyes,as i hopelessly beg for my life to end,tell me why-ALESANA
and all was bright and gay

emptiness has darken my eyes,as i hopelessly beg for my life to end,tell me why-ALESANA
its no fun to lyk ur own gender

haha for the past one hour we' been crapping.

SO i finally finish thinking what i want to join for emerge.
i've already went for the spelling bee briefing, 600 words by 18th Mar *oh GOD.
i've join debate with Nick, (uhh yes my kindergarten friend.) and currently finding one more person.
i've decided to go for shoe design with rachel and hopefully it turns out well.

i've given up acrylic painting because i doubt i can stay still and paint for four hours. well i don't have the patience. besides, we are painting still life.
i've given up jeans and t-shirt design because i cant exactly get anything out from jeans and t-shirt. well i have no inspiration.
i've given up product design because it is dnt which i suck at it.

well suddenly time seem so short for us. soooo short. we've got to finish everything. uhm meet up with nick ( roughly forgot how he look like.) and then get everything done by 16 mar.

not forgetting tons of homework, syf, squeezing in an impromtu trip to genting with merilyn to finish all the roller coaster rides. oh god oh god. save me.

we all were high on the way home, playing kiddy games, i missed kiddy games and singing campfire songs.

i missed st john, i want to migrate back to st john. i want to stay there forever.

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<3 ZOE. 12:50 AM

Yup we're still high in camp mood.
singing many many cheers all the way, making fun of beyonce's song, irreplaceble.
to the left~ to the left~

well instructor msg's online now.


[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (: says:
instructor M.S.G!
[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (: says:
anzoe here :)
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...saddening... says:
u sure its not huishan?
[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (: says:
nope hahah
[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (: says:
i'm sure i'm anzoe :)
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...saddening... says:
i dun see u online often leh
[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (: says:
hah i often online leh
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...saddening... says:
tt means we not Fated la
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...saddening... says:
ohhhhhhhhh saddening

-.- lols. fooling around today. !@#$% jerome queck, scare me alot of times today.

oh and and and and and spot checking was hilarious. we seriously pin up hair like toot like that. then gibson, matthew and hariz was hilarious la. gibson was holding his fringe throughout the whold silent reading and when i look at him i want to laugh, well infact i laugh at him lor. he exchange shoes with his friends that finish the spot check already because he was wearing high cut, so after he threw both his shoes over, the guy at e5, wearing high cut also, was asked to pull up his socks only. then gibson was like walao-ing. Matthew got two different shoe by the time we got spot check. it was hilarious la. Hariz threw his socks over to e6 to exchange with somebody. Sean despite wearing black socks, appear to be the most calm. In the end, mr yeo being kind to us, didnt catch us for our nails, hair. Matthew and Sean went out for their colour socks. The whole process was super hilarious. Also, hui min tie her hair up, quite pretty but jeffrey says she looked like OBASAN.

I finally got a double digit for my amaths, it's better then -1. well although i failed by 2 marks. it's still better then -1.

haha i'm evil, i'm got going for music in the air for tml. well sean thought i was. so he keep asking me. well sean you got gibson with you. you both can xiang1 yi1 wei2 ming4 le. (:

dedicated to my problems:

THE WINDOW
THE WINDOW
THE SECOND STOREY WINDOW
WITH AT HEAVE AND HOOVE
AND A MIGHTY PUSH
THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW (:

at least i'm prepared.

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<3 ZOE. 10:42 PM

i realise my post, compared to crystal's, have many many empty blanks. before i forgot let's recap what samson said during the wait at the beach during night walk.

QUOTE OF THE WEEK - "I want to have period" - Samson Hsu

You gotta know the context of this quote to understand why he said that. But this part is great enough. Hahaha! It all started with a very funny question Samson asked her. K lah. When I said I'm gonna quote him, he said to quote...."I want to have period, in exchange of hers."

So wei da~

the parts in italic are what i quote from crystal. haha.

and and and instructor msg lied to us, he is 19 only and he told us he was 27 seven with a wife and 2 kids. bleah him. rawrr.

heh and the message he wrote to me was the best. (:
oh and i think i forgot to mention that we flag lamppoled him yesterday
they said the flagpole was too small and so he was poled against the big lamppost at the back of the basketball court.

oo i forgot to introduce instructor ahgong timothy. well he was slacking and when we request for ang pao, he insisted that we serve him tea, well toilet tea. uhm he spent most of the time sleeping, well when we see him.

many people pon or were they sick from school today, mr goh told us actually he expected 2 only so he could end the whole afternoon lesson and when we told him that louis was the longest armpit hair king, he said ''omgosh, that was freaking disgusting''. and we roar with laughter.

well everyone's complaining about the ms ''it's just a game what'' and groaning about how many many times we saw them. well, we(matthew, sean, lionel, gibson and many many others ) waited for soo long to see mr goh, yet we went off first, cause he was nowhere to be seen.

it was quite disheartening to see a bunch of girls telling me that dance was so sian when ryan wasnt there, and also that they didnt not want to go for dance, well still we're a team.

get prepared for the 10 hours training during march holidays.

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<3 ZOE. 8:25 PM